Yep yep , i haven't written in here in a while thats for sure. well last sunday i spent the whole day with Tim. We went to the movies and saw The forgotten, and we well... didnt see all of the movie thats for sure, lol. it really kinda made me feel like i got thrown in a time warp. Everything just seemed like how it was before. They way he smells and tastes it just seems like we never stopped dating that we've been dating all this time. Nostalgia is a bitch. it just felt so weird but such a good weird like Wow i remember this. I love kissing him, hell i love making out with him. He knows exactly when to be gentle, when to be aggressive, when to tease. just how to push my buttons. Then we came back to my house and we watched invader zim upstairs. and we fooled around a tiny bit, again with the niceness **wink wink** and then we went to youth group (fun....lol)
Tim leaves Monday night, *sigh* im going to miss him so much. I love him and i dont really want him to go but i know its the best thing so... ill have to deal.. yep yep. He'll be back like a week before my birthday in January. Im gonna write him letters every day. To show our support on sunday my church is all wearing red white and blue. Me too *gasp** yep yep and we're having like two parties one in sunday school one in youth group with a movie in between. its gonna be great.

We perform The Glass Menagerie in one week. im kinda nervous i havent been on a stage doing an actual performance in 3 years. and this ones a contest play. so it like means alot how i do. and we dont have much time. its cool to be the main character but its frustrating yep yep.
Im so stressed out with everything going on. Itll all work out. \(^_^)/~~~


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