Tuesday, July 27, 2004
October 28th - Every night i lie in bed and think about the things you said...
Well yep yep, Tim should be home any day now, hmmm..... i cant wait til hes home and i can hold him and give him some serious TLC. the last few days have been stressful. full of test, getting skool pics, and report cards, dearly departed, my hair, every one hating everyone...blah blah blah... we performed Alice in Wonderland tuesday it went so hella fucking great, im extremely proud yep and it was all thanks to me. i have 4 A's 1 B 2 D's and 1 F nice huh? hmph, im in deep shit, lol. oh well.i dyed my sisters hair today. I cut her hair about 4-5 inches shorter than it was then died it red with black streaks, its tight as hell. I couldnt get my alice costume, so imma be one of my living dead dolls, the bride of valentine ( i call her sicky) lol yep i got this fake blood to go on it and its the most realistic fake blood me and kim have ever seen.anyways back to the Tim thing. I randomly burst into tears tonight at dinner, im so scared he's gonna come back all pissed off at the world and dump me...iono maybe thats dumb but im scared i love him so much im here for him, i hope he knows that.when he called last friday he said he be home in 5-13 days. 5 days was yesterday and 13 will be in one week. hmmmmm i hope he gets back soon. Im going to Daniels house saturday its gonna rock all hell yep yep. well imma go to sleep now....love everyone \(^_^)/~~~
The Queen of Wonderland died at
12:00 AM
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THE QUEEN HAS SPOKEN
I AM THE QUEEN AND WHAT I SAY GOES! OBEY ME!! OBEY THE FIST!!! OBEY THE CUTE LITTLE FIST!!!!!
What's with my procrastination? and all this social isolation? It's happening again, this darkness is seeping in. Loneliness consumes me still, It's holding me against my will. I can't break free, it is no use. Can't stop Unintended self abuse. Abolish me, break my heart, tear my soul. Abolish me in this beautiful nowhere, just wanna die in your arms tonight. Make my dreams come true, so i have a reason to wake.
Favorite Band: The Birthday Massacre
Favorite Quote:I'm trying to eat, could you please stop pooping - Devi
Best Friends: I'm now accepting applications
Sex: was very good
Pets:Auryn my snake, Oz the cat, and Freckles aka Mr. Eff the cocker Spaniel
Located: Wonderland
Mood: forever in a state of Insanity
Loves: Chibi, Alice in wonderland,Jhonen Vasquez (he is God) and everything hes ever done, edward scissorhands, HP, LOTR, The Birthday Massacre, reading, drawing, writing,and talking on the phone, and killing people who make me sad with large rusty hooks....oh wait i probably shouldnt have said that one....
Hates: people who ditch their best friend of three years for no reason. stupid whores, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girl friends, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girlfriends with stupid whores in portapotties, cows....moo..., people who think their too good to hang out with people at school who they hang out with out of school, posers, lies, people, dogs ( oh wait mostly the same thing), and people who use others lying to get their way.
About the Piggy's and the Squirrels: Squirrels stole my acorns and chase me down the road. I misses my piggy....WHY MY PIGGY I LUVEDED YOU PIGGY I LUVEDED YOUU!!!!
About the Cupcake:What is better than a mini cake? really? im serious??? ANSWER ME!!!
About the Tuna: Tuna goooodddd......it comes in a can....mmmm....tuna..
THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE