Well all hell has finally broke loose. i left friday afternoon and went to my dads house, i had an ok weekend, i got my hair cut and dyed like a pixie it looks really cool, and none of my family pissed me off. well i got home i grabbed my cell to see if i had missed any calls. sure enough there was a message from a strange SC number. i pushed play and this is what played to me " Hi, this is Recruit Osmar. I am calling to inform you that i have been moved to the **couldnt understand this part sounded kinda like rsvp** Platoon. Simply im coming home in 5 to 13 days for Fraudulent enlistment and failure to provide proper medial paperwork......ummm....umm....thinking....okay bye" i was like HOLY MOTHER OF GOD HAS SHIT ON THE FUCKING SON OF CHRIST!!!!!! which of course brought my sister into my room to inform me that i said fuck quite loud and that Christ hasnt been proven to have had children, what a loser. then i paniced. i called up mrs. Osmar and told her what the message had said. she hadnt heard from him and she said she'd call if she found out something. Neither one of us has any idea whats going on. once we got off the phone a whirl wind of emotions pierced through me. I'm sad because he's going to be sad, mad because they kicked him out, confused about why, ashamed because i wasnt here to get the call, relieved because if i had i would probably have been crying on the phone and want to talk and ask him why and he would have had trouble doing it so uniformly like he did, and excited cuz he's coming home. THEN IT HIT ME - all those dreams i've had about him, all of them, he came home early. i was so freaked out when i realized this. i just sat on my bedroom floor crying not knowing what to feel or what to do. a mixture of so many emotions.... im still confused......i wonder whats going to happen now, i hope he's ok.... i love him so much....\(^_^)/~~~


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