Monday, July 26, 2004
October 20th - For every day that i should have you by my side, we'll make it baby look at us now.
Day 3 of Operation: Survive Tim's Basic Training Holiday The Glass Menagerie is officially over HURRAY! in place of it we get an even shittier play, lol Dearly Departed has started up again finally. Oh well its gonne go all the hell anyways. yep tomorrow i call Mrs. Osmar and see if shes heard from Tim yet, him i cant wait...**SMILE** i wanna write him soooo much. Like one of them girls back in war time when their men would go off to war, hehe. I know its stupid. anyways my dad agreed to take me to get my hair cut on saturday when im at his house YAY. im gonna pixie cut it, bleach it, then dye it purple, im so excited. If it looks good im gonna keep it like this til Tim gets back. Speaking of which, i had another dream last night about him, but this one was a little weirder. I was sitting in service at church next to Chelsea, and Tim randomly walks in in the middle of the sermon and sits down on the other side of the balcony, and when i smiled at him and motioned for him to come over, he just turned awayed like he was upset. and then right before Katie did the carrying of the light thing Tim just got up and walked out like he wasnt supposed to be there. it was really weird. i dont know what was going on, i think its just me missing him, iono. i do miss him though. PS - HAPPY 17th to ANTHONY!!! \(^_^)/~~~
The Queen of Wonderland died at
11:57 PM
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THE QUEEN HAS SPOKEN
I AM THE QUEEN AND WHAT I SAY GOES! OBEY ME!! OBEY THE FIST!!! OBEY THE CUTE LITTLE FIST!!!!!
What's with my procrastination? and all this social isolation? It's happening again, this darkness is seeping in. Loneliness consumes me still, It's holding me against my will. I can't break free, it is no use. Can't stop Unintended self abuse. Abolish me, break my heart, tear my soul. Abolish me in this beautiful nowhere, just wanna die in your arms tonight. Make my dreams come true, so i have a reason to wake.
Favorite Band: The Birthday Massacre
Favorite Quote:I'm trying to eat, could you please stop pooping - Devi
Best Friends: I'm now accepting applications
Sex: was very good
Pets:Auryn my snake, Oz the cat, and Freckles aka Mr. Eff the cocker Spaniel
Located: Wonderland
Mood: forever in a state of Insanity
Loves: Chibi, Alice in wonderland,Jhonen Vasquez (he is God) and everything hes ever done, edward scissorhands, HP, LOTR, The Birthday Massacre, reading, drawing, writing,and talking on the phone, and killing people who make me sad with large rusty hooks....oh wait i probably shouldnt have said that one....
Hates: people who ditch their best friend of three years for no reason. stupid whores, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girl friends, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girlfriends with stupid whores in portapotties, cows....moo..., people who think their too good to hang out with people at school who they hang out with out of school, posers, lies, people, dogs ( oh wait mostly the same thing), and people who use others lying to get their way.
About the Piggy's and the Squirrels: Squirrels stole my acorns and chase me down the road. I misses my piggy....WHY MY PIGGY I LUVEDED YOU PIGGY I LUVEDED YOUU!!!!
About the Cupcake:What is better than a mini cake? really? im serious??? ANSWER ME!!!
About the Tuna: Tuna goooodddd......it comes in a can....mmmm....tuna..
THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE
