well holy shit its been a while eh? my bad all, yen well a whole hell of a lot has changed in in the last 3 months. me and tim have broken up gotten back together, im not spongebob at carowinds, and all my friends seemed to have ditched me. oh well. im dreading next skool year with a vengance. nothing is gonna be the same and im gonna be stuck pretty much alone in a sea of broken mirrors, never knowing what im seeing, if im seeing the truth, the whole person, the whole story, always having to doubt and be cautious. im mean most of the people that have deserted me are leaving so it doesnt matter, but what about the ones that arent i know they'll probably wanna pretend it didnt happen, but can i do that to my self? no i cant go back knowing that they can turn on me again if they are even really there.

on another note my dad got married. i looked hot i wore a black uneven skirt with a black satin corset that has two pale blue panels over my boobs with black lace over them, and it laced up the front with baby blue ribbon and i wore baby blue fishnet knee highs and black high heels. it was awesome - i hate my dads wife.

life is dragging by and i dont know what will happen next, all i can do is keep my head up and my eyes looking for something in the distance to reach for...

The Queen of Wonderland died at 1:21 PM

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