Monday, July 26, 2004

July 28th - Women often complain about PMS, but for me it's the only time of month I have an excuse to be myself

well as of today -  TIM SUCKS MONKEY ASS THROUGH  HIS MOTHERFUCKING CEMETARY NYMPHO BULLSHIT SPEAKING MOUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As everyone who knows me at all knows - The birthday Massacre is my favorite band........i have  a tbm phone, tbm sheets, a tbm wall hanging thing......, and also they know that Chibi is my Hero.....she's everything i would ever want to be......                                                                                                                                Now with this in mind the new tbm cd went on presale a few months ago.....but tmb being the underground band they are.....you can only buy it on their website.......and my mom wouldnt let me use her credit card until it went on sale for real because she didnt want to use her new card right yet.........Tim on the other hand did........and after we had a long fight yesterday he calls this morning i was spewing chunks and it was just horrible and yet in spite of this he called back this evening and was like " he guess what i got the tbm cd today.... and guess what came with it a written note from Chibi, it has stickers on it and everything......well i just called to rub that in ur face....I love you honey....bye" I NEARLY DIED!!!!!!!!!! Im mean i ordered my copy today and i mean they have a kinda small fan base so every one could come with that....especially since the cd's are distributes by the band itself and are limited.........but i have a bad feeling only ones bought under the presale come with it.......... then to make matters worse........he called while i was at dinner and left a voicemail on my cell phone that said "hey its me im listening to violet its the best cd i've ever heard...its so beautiful.....listen to this ** he holds the phone to his speaker for like 1 sec** well thats enough  you should really get this cd.....oh wait ur wont come with a note will it? oh darn....well i just called to rub it in ur face again...love you bye" AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!! what does he need with that note anyways?????? i like TBM more than him and she's MY hero NOT HIS........UGH!!!!! If he did love me as much as he says he'd give it to me.....it would mean so much to me......and he is always saying he needs a way to prove it......iono.....i just hate the fact he rubbed it in my face.....TWICE.......oh well............so im sick....Noteless.....CD-less......on my period.....and im bored and lonely.......and above every thing else while i was eating my dinner tonight My ex Mike's mom came up to me to give me a hug and tell me she missed me i wanted to shoot her in the face, for it is she who spawned that evil child and i dont like being touch by people who annoy me - LIFE IS FUCKED!!!!




The Queen of Wonderland died at 10:11 PM

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THE QUEEN HAS SPOKEN
I AM THE QUEEN AND WHAT I SAY GOES! OBEY ME!! OBEY THE FIST!!! OBEY THE CUTE LITTLE FIST!!!!!
What's with my procrastination? and all this social isolation? It's happening again, this darkness is seeping in. Loneliness consumes me still, It's holding me against my will. I can't break free, it is no use. Can't stop Unintended self abuse. Abolish me, break my heart, tear my soul. Abolish me in this beautiful nowhere, just wanna die in your arms tonight. Make my dreams come true, so i have a reason to wake.
Favorite Band: The Birthday Massacre
Favorite Quote:I'm trying to eat, could you please stop pooping - Devi
Best Friends: I'm now accepting applications
Sex: was very good
Pets:Auryn my snake, Oz the cat, and Freckles aka Mr. Eff the cocker Spaniel
Located: Wonderland
Mood: forever in a state of Insanity

Loves: Chibi, Alice in wonderland,Jhonen Vasquez (he is God) and everything hes ever done, edward scissorhands, HP, LOTR, The Birthday Massacre, reading, drawing, writing,and talking on the phone, and killing people who make me sad with large rusty hooks....oh wait i probably shouldnt have said that one....
Hates: people who ditch their best friend of three years for no reason. stupid whores, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girl friends, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girlfriends with stupid whores in portapotties, cows....moo..., people who think their too good to hang out with people at school who they hang out with out of school, posers, lies, people, dogs ( oh wait mostly the same thing), and people who use others lying to get their way.
About the Piggy's and the Squirrels: Squirrels stole my acorns and chase me down the road. I misses my piggy....WHY MY PIGGY I LUVEDED YOU PIGGY I LUVEDED YOUU!!!!
About the Cupcake:What is better than a mini cake? really? im serious??? ANSWER ME!!!
About the Tuna: Tuna goooodddd......it comes in a can....mmmm....tuna..
THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE