Monday, July 26, 2004
July 27th - Sometimes i lie awake at night and ask " Where have i gone wrong?" then a little voice answers "this is going to take more than one night"
Well i havent written in here in a while.....I'VE BEEN SOOOO BORED......i havent done anything interesting so i didnt feel like wasting space but i figure that enough days have gone by that i can talk and it look like an actual entry...... Well Kim left saturday morning.....and i got new bed covers and sheets.........my sheets are my fav color purple and my comforter in black.....thats soo my kinda bed....alot better than the blue and yellow flowers that ive had since i was like 8.......and i clean my room for the first time since i moved here.....i mean i cleaned everything - i even vaccumed.......then i wood burned a thing to hang on my wall.....it says the birthday massacrea and has the bunnies its pretty tight....... i didnt do anything today.....it was pretty much wasted.......................... on a differnt note im tired of everything being about sex...... me being a virgin maybe i dont under stand but i think its dumb......Anthony thinks about nothing else and Tim had sex in a cemetary and has had oral sex in a movie theatre.......and my ex cheated on me all the time cuz i wouldnt have sex with him......WHAT'S WITH ALL THAT!!! iono......but ti bothers me.....right about now im lonely and bored......im sitting here waiting for someone to show up and be like BAM! and everything would be perfect...thatd be nice......
The Queen of Wonderland died at
7:00 PM
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THE QUEEN HAS SPOKEN
I AM THE QUEEN AND WHAT I SAY GOES! OBEY ME!! OBEY THE FIST!!! OBEY THE CUTE LITTLE FIST!!!!!
What's with my procrastination? and all this social isolation? It's happening again, this darkness is seeping in. Loneliness consumes me still, It's holding me against my will. I can't break free, it is no use. Can't stop Unintended self abuse. Abolish me, break my heart, tear my soul. Abolish me in this beautiful nowhere, just wanna die in your arms tonight. Make my dreams come true, so i have a reason to wake.
Favorite Band: The Birthday Massacre
Favorite Quote:I'm trying to eat, could you please stop pooping - Devi
Best Friends: I'm now accepting applications
Sex: was very good
Pets:Auryn my snake, Oz the cat, and Freckles aka Mr. Eff the cocker Spaniel
Located: Wonderland
Mood: forever in a state of Insanity
Loves: Chibi, Alice in wonderland,Jhonen Vasquez (he is God) and everything hes ever done, edward scissorhands, HP, LOTR, The Birthday Massacre, reading, drawing, writing,and talking on the phone, and killing people who make me sad with large rusty hooks....oh wait i probably shouldnt have said that one....
Hates: people who ditch their best friend of three years for no reason. stupid whores, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girl friends, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girlfriends with stupid whores in portapotties, cows....moo..., people who think their too good to hang out with people at school who they hang out with out of school, posers, lies, people, dogs ( oh wait mostly the same thing), and people who use others lying to get their way.
About the Piggy's and the Squirrels: Squirrels stole my acorns and chase me down the road. I misses my piggy....WHY MY PIGGY I LUVEDED YOU PIGGY I LUVEDED YOUU!!!!
About the Cupcake:What is better than a mini cake? really? im serious??? ANSWER ME!!!
About the Tuna: Tuna goooodddd......it comes in a can....mmmm....tuna..
THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE
