Friday, July 23, 2004

July 23rd - Every living creature on earth will die alone...

Well today I didnt get up until 5:30 in the evening so i didnt do much.....my mom got home at 6 and we had ocharlies and then Kimba stopped by to borrow a book so her mom could read it while they are on vacation.....yeh she leaves in a little while......im gonna miss her alot thats for sure........then me and my family played trivial pursuit for like 4 1/2 hours hahaha...i won.....well yep on a different note all together i found out that Mims was at Daniel's house last night and that he was like all over Z so the way im lookin at it is....he must not like me he just wants a gf.....oh well w/e he can like kiss my ass then...........oh well anyways i was thinking about the Tim thing today and i dont really like the united states let alone the government and the military....and now hes like working for and being one of them and like moving to japan .....so duh its not gonna work..........oh well....... im so tired of being alone though.............sure i talk about all these guys.....but im not with any of them.......i just wish i could meet a guy that i connect with, that i was attracted to, that respected me, that was attracted to me, that is funny , and smart, and loving, and caring, and all round cool.............well hopefully this dream guy will show up and let me love him and treat the way i should be.....



The Queen of Wonderland died at 1:22 AM

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THE QUEEN HAS SPOKEN
I AM THE QUEEN AND WHAT I SAY GOES! OBEY ME!! OBEY THE FIST!!! OBEY THE CUTE LITTLE FIST!!!!!
What's with my procrastination? and all this social isolation? It's happening again, this darkness is seeping in. Loneliness consumes me still, It's holding me against my will. I can't break free, it is no use. Can't stop Unintended self abuse. Abolish me, break my heart, tear my soul. Abolish me in this beautiful nowhere, just wanna die in your arms tonight. Make my dreams come true, so i have a reason to wake.
Favorite Band: The Birthday Massacre
Favorite Quote:I'm trying to eat, could you please stop pooping - Devi
Best Friends: I'm now accepting applications
Sex: was very good
Pets:Auryn my snake, Oz the cat, and Freckles aka Mr. Eff the cocker Spaniel
Located: Wonderland
Mood: forever in a state of Insanity

Loves: Chibi, Alice in wonderland,Jhonen Vasquez (he is God) and everything hes ever done, edward scissorhands, HP, LOTR, The Birthday Massacre, reading, drawing, writing,and talking on the phone, and killing people who make me sad with large rusty hooks....oh wait i probably shouldnt have said that one....
Hates: people who ditch their best friend of three years for no reason. stupid whores, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girl friends, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girlfriends with stupid whores in portapotties, cows....moo..., people who think their too good to hang out with people at school who they hang out with out of school, posers, lies, people, dogs ( oh wait mostly the same thing), and people who use others lying to get their way.
About the Piggy's and the Squirrels: Squirrels stole my acorns and chase me down the road. I misses my piggy....WHY MY PIGGY I LUVEDED YOU PIGGY I LUVEDED YOUU!!!!
About the Cupcake:What is better than a mini cake? really? im serious??? ANSWER ME!!!
About the Tuna: Tuna goooodddd......it comes in a can....mmmm....tuna..
THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE