Sunday, July 11, 2004
July 12th - Me Scuzi
Br3akingBrian: I JUST NOTICED SOMETHING
Br3akingBrian: me and kim and will and mike
MATTDADDYHUNGWO: ....
Br3akingBrian: mike?
MATTDADDYHUNGWO: yeh its this guy i know
Br3akingBrian: not mike jerk off mike right?
My friend Loki/Brian said that about my ex mike hahahahahahaha
he cheated on me with some girl in a portapotty, where she jacked him off... nice right?? yeh...anyways....Kims here.....i went swimming at her pool and then she came back to my place, will and MIke mims came over and we chilled and watched eurotrip.....they left... we had fun.....it was great..... we sang scotty doesnt know like 80 BILLION times hahahahahaah it was great..
Now shes mad at me... OH THE KIM IS MAD AT ME!!!
she says every bad thing that happens to me, that i blame on god, i go to myself.....and shes right.....shes so right.....but you know what i think it is........as much as i say i dont like complications...........
I do..... i thrive off them......i live off fucking my life up all to hell and seeing what happens.....i yelled at Anthony the other day when he said thats how he lives life....i told him thats fucked up.......and
it is.....but i have no room to talk...........Im fucked up.....and for the first time....i dont want any sympathy.....cuz its my fault.....and maybe on day ill be able to live with stuff being normal for once.....
**BTW**
I talked to my dad for the first time since he kicked me out.....he went out of his way to get ahold of me by calling my cell so i talked to him....it was nice....i think things are better...which is good......
the one funny note - my cousin Kacy always pickes on me and shit, and she went yesterday to get sworn into the Navy and they refused her, cuz they said she was over weight!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! IN YOUR FACE KACY!!!!!
The Queen of Wonderland died at
10:31 PM
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THE QUEEN HAS SPOKEN
I AM THE QUEEN AND WHAT I SAY GOES! OBEY ME!! OBEY THE FIST!!! OBEY THE CUTE LITTLE FIST!!!!!
What's with my procrastination? and all this social isolation? It's happening again, this darkness is seeping in. Loneliness consumes me still, It's holding me against my will. I can't break free, it is no use. Can't stop Unintended self abuse. Abolish me, break my heart, tear my soul. Abolish me in this beautiful nowhere, just wanna die in your arms tonight. Make my dreams come true, so i have a reason to wake.
Favorite Band: The Birthday Massacre
Favorite Quote:I'm trying to eat, could you please stop pooping - Devi
Best Friends: I'm now accepting applications
Sex: was very good
Pets:Auryn my snake, Oz the cat, and Freckles aka Mr. Eff the cocker Spaniel
Located: Wonderland
Mood: forever in a state of Insanity
Loves: Chibi, Alice in wonderland,Jhonen Vasquez (he is God) and everything hes ever done, edward scissorhands, HP, LOTR, The Birthday Massacre, reading, drawing, writing,and talking on the phone, and killing people who make me sad with large rusty hooks....oh wait i probably shouldnt have said that one....
Hates: people who ditch their best friend of three years for no reason. stupid whores, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girl friends, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girlfriends with stupid whores in portapotties, cows....moo..., people who think their too good to hang out with people at school who they hang out with out of school, posers, lies, people, dogs ( oh wait mostly the same thing), and people who use others lying to get their way.
About the Piggy's and the Squirrels: Squirrels stole my acorns and chase me down the road. I misses my piggy....WHY MY PIGGY I LUVEDED YOU PIGGY I LUVEDED YOUU!!!!
About the Cupcake:What is better than a mini cake? really? im serious??? ANSWER ME!!!
About the Tuna: Tuna goooodddd......it comes in a can....mmmm....tuna..
THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE
