YES!!!! i succeeded in my task of getting out of the house around people and having a bit of fun........
I went to my friend Will's house with kimmie, and Will, Ben, Mario, Matt, and Mims were all there you know we were just "chillin"........
yeh chillin with our friends Scotch and Mary-jane.......nice....
naw actualy i spent a good hour sitting in the bathroom pouting and crying because i tend to instead of getting happy, i get sad and anything i could possibly feel bad about...i feel bad about RIGHT THEN....yeh im sure that a few of them thought i was spewing....oh well...
Yep well we also played poker while will was on the toilet, hahaha
I was like totally kicking ass, but kim kept stealing my poker chips outta my stack.....poo on her.............She was trying to keep mario in the game.......STILL.....THEY WERE MINE!!!!!MINE I TELL YOU!!!!!

Yeh iono Mims was like totally skamming on me...hehe.....he kept saying i was hot...and not to me...to like the room.....hahahahaha just like randomly " yeh shes hot" hahaha.... yeh he has also come to the conclusion i remind him of a mix of Daria and Velma........i was like thanks i guess....cuz i mean those too are like dorkiest girls in the whole world....hahaha
but all the guys made sure to add that they would happily lay either one......apparently they're are the sexiest geeky chicks ever.....
either way...lol
Mims drove us home at like 2am...and liek earlier in the night me and him had been singing scotty doesnt know and 99 red balloons....so he played those songs on the way home.....iono it was cute.....but i got enough guy problems without adding another guy to the mix......with the Anthony and the Tim ......and the me liking anthony's best Loki ......GOSH TOO MANY GUYS!!!!!!

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