Monday, July 26, 2004
August 3rd - Calling for the Other, Searching for her Lover, Secrets she Discovers, Drain her Face of Color
Well last night i had a dream that **DREAM SEQUENCE STARTS...**Tim came and picked me up to go have dinner with his parents. and we had a fight on the way there and like they thought i was cute, but i ate in another room and kim was there and then i went back into the kitchen and like me and Tim started fighting some more and then his sprite had stuff in it and i got nausiated and i went into the bathroom and began to spew....then i felt a urge.....it was diarrehea..AHHHH!!! and the light wouldnt turn on so i was about to poop in my pants in the dark....when i woke up...**DREAM SEQUENCE ENDED** yep Tim was supposed to call me yesterday.....and now its almost been 2 days......i dont know whats wrong but something is i can feel it....... anways on a different note....KIM CAME OVER YAY!!!!! i was so glad....i hadnt seen her in soooo long....i was suffering from serious Kimba withdraw.....but im better now...lol......hopefully Alex will come home tomorrow then they can come over and i can spend time with both of them.......they are so much fun.....i wuv them......anyways......just a few more days til we leave for the beach.......and my schedule will be coming soon as will my TBM cd......so much to look foward to...
The Queen of Wonderland died at
11:20 PM
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THE QUEEN HAS SPOKEN
I AM THE QUEEN AND WHAT I SAY GOES! OBEY ME!! OBEY THE FIST!!! OBEY THE CUTE LITTLE FIST!!!!!
What's with my procrastination? and all this social isolation? It's happening again, this darkness is seeping in. Loneliness consumes me still, It's holding me against my will. I can't break free, it is no use. Can't stop Unintended self abuse. Abolish me, break my heart, tear my soul. Abolish me in this beautiful nowhere, just wanna die in your arms tonight. Make my dreams come true, so i have a reason to wake.
Favorite Band: The Birthday Massacre
Favorite Quote:I'm trying to eat, could you please stop pooping - Devi
Best Friends: I'm now accepting applications
Sex: was very good
Pets:Auryn my snake, Oz the cat, and Freckles aka Mr. Eff the cocker Spaniel
Located: Wonderland
Mood: forever in a state of Insanity
Loves: Chibi, Alice in wonderland,Jhonen Vasquez (he is God) and everything hes ever done, edward scissorhands, HP, LOTR, The Birthday Massacre, reading, drawing, writing,and talking on the phone, and killing people who make me sad with large rusty hooks....oh wait i probably shouldnt have said that one....
Hates: people who ditch their best friend of three years for no reason. stupid whores, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girl friends, and stupid guys who cheat on their caring loving girlfriends with stupid whores in portapotties, cows....moo..., people who think their too good to hang out with people at school who they hang out with out of school, posers, lies, people, dogs ( oh wait mostly the same thing), and people who use others lying to get their way.
About the Piggy's and the Squirrels: Squirrels stole my acorns and chase me down the road. I misses my piggy....WHY MY PIGGY I LUVEDED YOU PIGGY I LUVEDED YOUU!!!!
About the Cupcake:What is better than a mini cake? really? im serious??? ANSWER ME!!!
About the Tuna: Tuna goooodddd......it comes in a can....mmmm....tuna..
THE BIRTHDAY MASSACRE
